I am so sad....

I'm in Phu Quoc, Vietnam praying for my father. (he passed away early saturday morning). I met his side of the family and we are all praying for him. We pray 7 times a day...and of course, I'm wearing the "white outfit" which means "death". I am still in shock that he is not here with me anymore. I just saw him on Tuesday (in U.S.) and on Thursday he's sick for 3 days and died. I guess the reason why i'm sad is because in 2 months, I'm supposed to come to Phu Quoc, Vietnam to live with my daddy. Just 2 months and that's it. I was going to be a ESL teacher and we were going to travel the world together. But now we can't. I can't sleep, eat, and all I do is cry. Crying doesn't help because if I keep crying then my daddy can't go to heaven. *sighs*

I am happy that I found a internet place but its just not the same.

Upset...

After coming back from vacation, I think I sprain my foot. Somehow on the top of my foot hurts really bad.... now its swollen and I'm in pain. This isn't good at all because I need to keep up with exercising. Argh... this bites.