Already pass a year

I can't believe that in May was one year that my father passed away. Time flies by so quick like a blink of an eye. I miss him so dearly... The few days that I saw him before he left I had told him that my ex of four years and I broke up. Surprisingly he said that he knew. Pretty amazed on how my father knew... maybe it might be because I was willing to go and travel with him for half a year. He left early to make sure that everything was perfect until I arrived. Unfortunately, when he arrived, he had a heart attack. Sighs...

I hate having memories of that week.... I can recall everything even afterwards when I was in Vietnam for 1 month. In my heart, I feel like he didn't passed away... I just feel like he is on vacation and hasn't come home yet. But I have to live in reality and not in my dreams.

Since I came back to the States, I guess my father and God has been my guardian angels on love. I always knew that God will one day bring me the man that I'm supposed to marry... I just have to wait and that indeed, God did bring me a man... my best friend.