The best quote I've read so far:

"No one cares how much you know until they first know how much you care about them"

Already pass a year

I can't believe that in May was one year that my father passed away. Time flies by so quick like a blink of an eye. I miss him so dearly... The few days that I saw him before he left I had told him that my ex of four years and I broke up. Surprisingly he said that he knew. Pretty amazed on how my father knew... maybe it might be because I was willing to go and travel with him for half a year. He left early to make sure that everything was perfect until I arrived. Unfortunately, when he arrived, he had a heart attack. Sighs...

I hate having memories of that week.... I can recall everything even afterwards when I was in Vietnam for 1 month. In my heart, I feel like he didn't passed away... I just feel like he is on vacation and hasn't come home yet. But I have to live in reality and not in my dreams.

Since I came back to the States, I guess my father and God has been my guardian angels on love. I always knew that God will one day bring me the man that I'm supposed to marry... I just have to wait and that indeed, God did bring me a man... my best friend.

Vegetarian

Since my father's passing, I've gave up eating all of my favorite foods such as fish, meat, and poultry. I decided to do this for 100 days and its just something that I feel like I can try to do for my daddy.

Just recently, I've been eating nothing but tofu and veggies and well, I've always been curious if I can eat eggs and dairy products since these products aren't hurting the animals in any type of ways. Well, I just found out that there's three different types of vegetarians. Pretty amazing information on google. Hehe... The three types are:

• Vegan diets: excludes meat, poultry, fish, eggs, and dairy products- and foods that contain these products (which I don't think i'm that person).
• Lacto-vegetarian diets: exlcudes meat, poultry, fish, and eggs- and food that contain these products. BUT!!! You can have dairy products such as cheese, milk, and etc.
• Lacto-ovo-vegetarian diets: excludes meat, poultry, and fish but allows eggs and dairy products. (<-- I think this is a winner)

I think the reason why I pick lacto-ovo-vegetarian diet is because i've been eating alot of pasta and drinking milk with my cupcakes. Hehe... I heart google.com. n_n

I am so sad....

I'm in Phu Quoc, Vietnam praying for my father. (he passed away early saturday morning). I met his side of the family and we are all praying for him. We pray 7 times a day...and of course, I'm wearing the "white outfit" which means "death". I am still in shock that he is not here with me anymore. I just saw him on Tuesday (in U.S.) and on Thursday he's sick for 3 days and died. I guess the reason why i'm sad is because in 2 months, I'm supposed to come to Phu Quoc, Vietnam to live with my daddy. Just 2 months and that's it. I was going to be a ESL teacher and we were going to travel the world together. But now we can't. I can't sleep, eat, and all I do is cry. Crying doesn't help because if I keep crying then my daddy can't go to heaven. *sighs*

I am happy that I found a internet place but its just not the same.

Upset...

After coming back from vacation, I think I sprain my foot. Somehow on the top of my foot hurts really bad.... now its swollen and I'm in pain. This isn't good at all because I need to keep up with exercising. Argh... this bites.

Passport

Getting a passport has been really stressful! Even having it expedited too. But i'm so estatic! My passport finally came in. Yay! I'm going to be ready for my trip tomorrow. LOL! I so can't wait... hehe!

Finally purchased it!!!

Yay! I'm so excited.... I finally purchased a domain name for my business. Hehe.... Yay! Plus, I know i'm silly...but I also purchased a domain name for personal use. LOL. Now, I need to learn where is a good place to host the websites, and learn all of the stuff about creating websites. hehe... this will keep me busy for atleast a month or so.....